Well, I can’t say I’m happy about being on this side of Tribal Council. But it was expected. Mike had been telling me for a week that he was voting for me. What wasn’t expected is how they all handled themselves in the last week and especially in that last challenge. I feel like an old gullible fool. An old trusting fool.

Michelle made it sound like a bad thing that I wanted Mike and Ryan to have no options left to them. Well, of course, I didn’t. The same way the left no options to me. Michelle seems to have one set of standards for her – and another for others. She also seemed to think I shouldn’t have been angry the last few hours. Hm, I remember quite a few hours that Michelle went way off the handle. So, again, is it only Michelle who is allowed to be hurt and angry? I’m not allowed that same luxury?

I’m so glad I got to participate in this game! I learned a lot about myself. I also learned, finally, that I like the fact that I do trust people. It got me voted out, sure, but in life, I’d rather be a person that trusts other people than someone who goes around being suspicious all the time. And, on that same hand, I’m always going to be more wary of people and what they tell me, too. See if their actions match their words.

Matt, I’m sorry you have to stay here in Camp Hell.

And now … what am I going to do now that I have in Survivor: Okinawa? I’m going to Disney World! (in February!)

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